I can't take it anymore, debt is winning! The bills keep coming in, the expenses keep going up. This week we had a doctor bill that was close to $800 dollars. I went ahead and paid it, it hurt. Last week it was another copay at a new doctor's office, that was $150. Financial counselor there said expect to pay $150 per month for the next few months. Then we have prescription meds, they also have copay's so there went another $100. This week I also had to take care of a speeding ticket and that set me back $150. I am done. Debt you win, I can't pay you down right now.
I know I always talk about life happening and it does, if it's not one thing it's another. This week I have another expensive birthday and I'm thinking this one's going to set me back $400. I need to fix the brakes on my car, that will probably cost $300 dollars. We have our HOA fees coming up in November that will set us back $850. I'm waiting for stuff to go out around the house. I'm constantly inspecting the washer and dryer or the water heater.
Work is killing and not helping with the stress. It's me and eight girls in my team and I'm surrounded by them. I sit in the center by a window, they're all around me. Did you know that ladies love to gossip and say things like 'could you come by my desk and help me complete this task'. They also talk on the phone about personal stuff UGH! I don't want to hear every phone conversation you have. I know, be lucky you have a job that keeps you up til midnight every night and wants you in the office every morning no later than nine.
The plan? there is no plan or goals right now. I can't take it anymore. I'm going to do the things I love. I'm going to continue working out. This week I'm going to sign up for a 5K race and take out all my anger and stress on the race. After this race I'm going to drink alcohol! Yes I don't care right now! I'm in that selfish, self-destructive state of mind. I hope to be back soon with a different attitude but for now I need a break...
Debt You Win!
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