OK I'll admit, all of the sudden freaking out a bit... we are back in debt and things are not looking so good. This morning I pulled all the numbers and I don't like what I see:
Citi Forward: $5660Citi Thank You: $2100Discover Card: $4,700I don't even want to add it up on here.... I'm afraid it will be over 10K.
I'm stressed out, I can't sleep, I fear losing my job and everything I have. Anxiety has set in but I have to remind myself that we've been here before. Look at the start of this blog and our balances were much higher.
I'm also afraid to tell the wife... I think she thinks we have around $4,000 to $5,000 in credit card debt but I refuse to talk about it or bring it up.
Things that need to be cut out:
Ebay and Paypal: I admit, I'm an Ebay addict. I can find stuff cheap on Ebay and I want it, hard to explain but I'm going to cut this out. I think I've spent close to $1,000 on Ebay for stuff I really don't need over the last 6 months.
Partying: Need to stop going out with friends and to cut back on drinking. Sounds easy but as soon as I don't go out for a couple of weeks I feel like I'm missing out on life... I need to understand that I'm turning 32 this year and normal 32 year olds don't go out til 5 AM on the weekends and ring up $150 bar tabs!
Lunch: I used to be really good about bringing my lunch to work but lately I find myself spending close to $50 a week eating out. I need to set a budget in this area and maybe allow myself $15.00 per week to eat out.
Gas: OUCH... the 4Runner is currently eating around $75 dollars in gas every 8 to 10 days. My car takes around $50 every 7 days... I've started taking the bus to work more often but each bus trip costs $7.50 per day... not sure how to spend less here.
Shopping: I don't need any more clothes, designer watches, sunglasses, golf and tennis or running equipment... I need to stop buying stuff. I have everthing I need. Need to remind the wife she has everything she needs. Most of the stuff we buy are 'wants' not 'needs'.
The plan: I've worked the numbers and I calculated that we can pay off $2,000 per month if I work on the stuff above. I've also started looking around the house and selling stuff we don't need. The only reason I'm going to allow myself to use Ebay is to sell stuff. This week I sold an old wallet my wife had for $25. I plan to keep all the money on PayPal and make a lump sum payment back to the credit card.
I will be accountable, look for numbers and progress on paying down this debt. I want to look back at this post and never find myself in this situation again.
Pray for me... I'm desperate..
HS